wildfire
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Post by wildfire on Mar 24, 2005 23:57:34 GMT -5
On Tuesday, March 22nd I learned that my brother had died. Before that moment, I had anger enough in me to say anything that I thought would hurt him. I wanted nothing to do with him, and I felt hatred at the mere thought of him. At that moment, all my anger, all of my hatred, it just drained out of me. I realized that hatred is an ignorant emotion that does absolutely nothing constructive. In the past two days i've wanted nothing more than to tell him how badly I screwed up, how sorry I was for letting that rift form and not doing anything to fix our relationship. I'm here to tell anyone who may argue with a loved one that anger is not worth giving more than a passing glance, because I spent so much time angry, I lost my only brother.
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Post by Kaotix on Mar 25, 2005 0:42:34 GMT -5
Wow... You have my sincere condolences, amn. And I agree with ya. HAtred makes you lose sight of what's important until it's too late. My htoughts are with you and your family.  |
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Post by John Roberts on Mar 25, 2005 2:05:33 GMT -5
Oh my goodness. Wildfire, I am so sorry for your loss.  I hope you can go on from this without blaming and turning that anger onto yourself. This is dreadful, it really is but be strong, Wildfire. |
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wildfire
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Post by wildfire on Mar 25, 2005 16:58:19 GMT -5
Thank you guys, these past few days have been hell. I know he would want me to get on with my life as quickly as I could. And my mom told me just now to do whatever I need to do. I'm dealing with things as best as I can. All I can do right now is remember the good in his life, that he has four children that will ask about him someday. And I hope that they're lucky enough that they can come to me for answers.
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